Saturday, February 21, 2009

My Innocent Paradise

My innocent paradise….

Why paradise?? Because it’s away from the world, a dream, a heaven of my thoughts, an ideal place I want to be…

Why innocent?? Because it’s just me..Just Gul…just Gulshan.. just Heena…just so me…it’s what I think on the first hand…all pure ..Untouched from any hypocrisy of world, paak from all pretensions ..

It may be right may be wrong …but it’s true and innocent because this is what I perceive the world from my heart’ eyes…you see brain does really little, when I see world from my heart’s eyes…

Its true with all of us…we all have a innocent paradise…our thoughts..Our heaven …where the child…the innocent child in us wants to dwell…WELCOME to mine….

Strange is the world…Strange is God and Strange are His ways..Strange are the people and so strange are their works…So if you are looking in this post to know the reason why I have created this blog…The reason is to find my place in so known yet strange world…

You may find all kind of crap, all kind of serious issues (provided they look serious to me given my “chalta hai “ attitude), my first hand view on it, how I would have asked God to change it (See the pic…I always look up and ask God..minus the winter )…and how better it could be…How it could be paradise and how it isn’t…

I apologies in advance if it may hurt some people..But give it a second thought..wouldn’t the world be better if we all have been true to all of us….True to ourselves at least…So there goes the first rule of my blog…comment..Post..Request…do whatever you want to…Just be true..Be yourselves…and So will I be…to all of you..To my friends..To world..To ALLAH…

Thanks. :)

24 comments:

jaimy said...

true..........
one shud b honest 2 himself

wel commentin abt heena..........
innocent????????????i m surprised......
mind u even lian agrees wid me
honesty...hmmmmmmmm.....wel dat s partly true....u may b e'thin minus innocent :)

jaimy said...

hey heena
u wanted me 2 b honest n i m bein dat
no bitchin-witchin k

Heena Kausher Ansari said...

dats k jaimy...was pretty honest ..a lil bit too much though :D :P....

js kiddin
ll b lukin 4ward in future 4 ur "anmol bol"..lol

and ya...what did u write about innocent huh? X(....yaar sab ko na bata :P
and being smart can go well with being innocent....u know ;)

jaimy said...

nw on a serious note........
honesty s smthin dat e'1 seems 2 b so scared of...
ppl pretend
hypocrisy s dere on every face
u can neva trust ny1
n dis applies 2 al caste n creed
different terms r used 2 interpret honesty....rudeness, immaturity (coz u dono wt 2 tel), crudeness n wt nt
wen i tel sm1 dat he doesn undstand me, he cals me 2 b insensitive to others' emotions....
wen i tel dat i dont like compromisin on my ideals n principles, dey tel dat i cant b a gd frnd
to this world honesty s superficial

its sad 2 c dat ppl r judged based on the compliments 1 can shower upon the other
they fail 2 recognize the bitterness n hatred one harbours against the other deep within
n i strongly believe that "truth s a bitter draught unlike a sugared pill of falsehood

Heena Kausher Ansari said...

wow jaimy...u actually make me feel like closing down my blog ...and start following urs :D....
jk
don even think that i ll b closin this 1...
no neva...

but dear thats so damn true....dats what d world is...
and dats why i find it strange..and dats y my inncoent paradise...:D

lian said...

hey heena..really m so happy tat u started tis blog ....go ahead...i like the way you've presented tis blog as well as ur honesty.... i wanna rd more of ur writin so keep on writin.....

Jaimy said...

wel go ahead dear
wud luv 2 knw wt u r goin thru wen u cant put ur emotions in words n tears

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Jaimy said...

no warnings 4m heena
coz unless i write dis blog l b empty

Heena Kausher Ansari said...

hey li..
thanks a ton sweetheart...

ya sure i ll b lukin 4wd 2 write....u know d "strange ppl" i m talkin about in ma post :D :D :D ....

thanks 4 d encouragement :) :)

Jaimy said...

i din undstand whom u r talkin abt
can u b more specific
dis s blog wher u wana b honest ;)

Jaimy said...

heena
i m done 4 d day
l keep commentin
bt keep me updated :)

Heena Kausher Ansari said...

jaimy dear..ur orkutting skills r showing off....hellloooo comment on the post...not on the comments.... X(

hope ppl read my post...rather tha ur comments *praying*

Heena Kausher Ansari said...

oh thank God my blog is saved from being a scrapbook...

atleast for d day...phew..

and ya about the "strange ppl"...

i ll let u know in the following posts

mf husain said...

heyy heena.......ulf gul.......very innovative thots cuming up......m speechless .......i had never thot u can write n think soo well........keep up d gud work.....cheers sweety

mf husain said...

as far as d tp goes........own paradise.....i can say mine is sumthing like dat too.....surprisingly i can b lost in thots even while being pesent amongst a big gang....unless sum 1 shakes me n brings me back 2 normal........hehehe

mf husain said...

first step........umm......if i try 2 roll my small brain backwards.......i can get sum blunt images of dat sight......a small lil kid...kinda shy........more confused dan other kids....but determinant 2do wat ever he decides......
abtak to ammi k sahare pe ghumta tha.....but ab waqt tha kuchh kar dikhaane ka.....socha q na khud nikal padun.........zameen pe hath tekte hue....uth to gya......paas hi deewar thi....aasra mil gya........ammi na sahi...deewar hi sambhaal rahi thi us waqt...zra aage chala...deewar khatm hogayi...gir pada...........fir utha......fir gira.....pata nai.........kitni baar gira-pada......lekin himmat nai haari......hausle buland the......finall apna bojh sambhaalta hua....zameen pe kadam tikaye.....fir ek pair utha k dusre pe balance kiya.....fir dusra bhi same style mein manage kiya..........chalta gaya..........chalta gaya......

Heena Kausher Ansari said...

hey fatin..i have got tears rolling down my eyes..

i am so proud of u dear..u hav really come over all obstacles..may ALLAH bless u...always..

wish i can post ds as a full fledged post..many can be inspired by this


and thanks for appreciatin dear...ur coments are always welcome

mf husain said...

ohhhhooooooo gul.........u got my hidden story too???........ :O
i cant believe it yar......how can u get d depth frm my words like dat???
as far as i can c......i hve put it in very light words.......as in a story of a kid.......learning 2 walk on his own

Dhir said...

just close your eyes
and take you there
this place is a war without a care ;)

Dhir said...

Talking about honest paradise, when its paradise there can't be any forgery cause everyone has everyone has his own idea about paradise. good or bad, a paradise is one's own. if someone presents his paradise in manipulate way then its not a lie, its a compromise with his paradise. in my opinion i don't see paradise as a place with all the nice nice people living in the world where any person you pick up from the crowd will understand your emotion, give you help, sympathy or wash your house floors etc. for me a paradise will be living in the company of my loved ones, hoping they'd luv me too and i'd give my best fullfiling their expectation as much as i can. yes i would surely need a large cash for it :D. and if anyone's there to help me by washing the floors, it'll be added advantage, i won't mind. btw i did hear about some gadget which can mop the floors and also do vacuum cleaning. isn't that amazing??
whether we get to reach our paradise or not, we can surely fulfill few other's paradise. And you gotta do just two simple thing. Eradicate poverty and il-literacy. these two are the root of all the major problem of the world. Poverty gives rise to stealing and ignorance leads to foolishness. this with time takes majar shape of bank robbery (fraud):D or terrorism, which i feel is the most stupid thing to do. talking about poverty we dun have to do much about it. a person who is earning Rs 455/month is not considered poor according to the current standards. this difference is even less than the price difference between bata and nike footware (of comparable quality/make). i hope i dun have any nike supporter firing at me here. Anyways, its my paradise, i get to decide :P
And If anyone knows about a big sale in the city then do inform me :D

Heena Kausher Ansari said...

thanks dhir...
i know how much patience you wud have pulled out to sit b4 system and type 4 so long (specially when ds s not orkut or any msngr :P)..

jokes apart...i know what you intend to say...thats what my idea is...we all have a paradise...we all have a dream place to be...the only thing is that we tend to forget that people around us too expect the same for us as what we do ....

Thats the reason that people we love so much fail to understand us and total strangers seems like seraph to us....this is the strange connection between all of us..the love...sometimes close ones don understand and strangers do...

As far as poverty and illiteracy is concerned...i do agree we all have a responsibility as humans to help each other...to make each other life worth a simple heaven full of love....

And ya jaimy is gonna answer you for sure...how dare u comment on nike's price...you see its a brand...lol ;)

Dhir said...

Waiting eagerly for jaimy's call ;)